I'm not inclined 

to sit back and whine 

but here i am 

checking my phone every 5

waiting wondering 

sad 

that i know 

you're not even thinking about me 

yet my heart beats for you

my mind runs around you 

and you wonder 

what more you can give 

all i know is 

ever since i met you 

said hello 

stared at your calves 

i've dreamt 

about the morning 

that you come to me

you walk across the dew 

just to tell me 

i'm it 

the thing 

you don't want to leave 

body and soul 

it won't be it though 

that's the delusion 

but that doesn't make the hoping 

any less 

to die for