i can't tell it
as it is
but you know that
don't you
what you did
hurt way more
than the words
i use
to tell
this stupid story
it was never that serious
we were never that important
it was only 1 night
it was a single kiss
a few texts
then why does it feel like
you tore me apart
put my left arm
through a meat grinder
took my foot and pulled off my toes
gave it to a dog
why did you cut my throat up
into cubes
to freeze
just to blend them up
and eat them for breakfast
you left my heart on the lawn
did you miss that?
it was after you popped my eyes out
and left my guts at the butcher
because you thought it was all the same
she never was that much different
than some old beef
right
well watch that slab
rise from
the motherfucking ashes
you shat out
watch her haunt you
till you take your last breaths
watch her watch you have
a meaningless fuck
with that dietician
watch her smirk
as you come
she knows she was always going to be better